Saturday, August 25, 2007

D-Day 12

It's 830am on Saturday 25th Aug 2007.

I've been asleep for 3 hours.

I just saw Bebe for a whole whooping 20 seconds and stole a consolation peck on her lips before she got back into the taxi and sped off to the airport. I couldn't help but let tears flow again as I saw the cab go.

I've been realizing so hard the impact Bebe has on my life. I feel so lonely and incomplete without her constantly around.

I only feel loved with her.

I only feel like I can do something right out of work with her.

I can't wait for her to be back. I really need her.

I'll be good. I know I will.

I hate the emptiness.

I need the feeling of Bebe's love back.

Eventually.

For now I sleep again.

Another long day awaits in a few hours.

Good morning and good night.

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