D-Day 7

Monday 20th August 2007.

It's been 11 days since the crap happened.

But lucky me, I got various opportunities to see Bebe since then.

I love Bebe so much...

I realized I used to have so much negativity in my life cos I allowed myself to not feel good about myself.

How did I realize? When I sat at the gym locker today after training, feeling the blood pumping to the trained areas of my body, then looking at myself after shower, feeling the aches kicking in, I felt good, I felt confident. I felt on tops!

For too long I've abandoned myself and allowed myself to rot. That's when all the negativity kicked in, resulting in my temper and attitude problems.

So for a start, here are my resolutions for the coming months(til December at least):

1. Destroy the bad temper

2. Start training consistently

3. Stop thinking of the worst possible scenario with regards to every single thing(this is not the Army after all)

4. Love Bebe more with each passing day

5. Pray hard for Bebe to come back

Ok that's it for now.

I shall go wait patiently for Bebe's call.

Good night