Tiring day.
I just finished shower after coming home.
Bebe is flying to Jakarta tomorrow morning and guess what, I can't send her off. Simply cos I'm not allowed to. How sad is that? But it's my own doing so can't blame anyone.
I've passed so many days without her and the terrible ache that I feel that gets worse every day.
On one hand, I don't want to pressure her into coming back. On the other hand, I'm suffering without her.
There's no win win situation here. Just gotta continue my change til she wants to come back.
I feel really empty....
Looking on the bright side thoug, she still loves me. So there's still hope.
With that hope I will carry on.
For now I sleep.
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