D-Day 6(After the nightmare)

I fell asleep just now.

I think Bebe wanted to talk longer on the phone but I was so drowsy from the flu medicine I couldn't realy focus on what she wanted to say. I am so sorry Bebe.

Maybe that's why I ended up having the nightmare.

It was so real.

I was taken away by a gang of masked men and Bebe was walking away further and further. I woke up crying.

I really don't wanna lose her anymore.

Looking on the bright side, I spent some good hours with her since midnight last night. Kissed a little, hugged a little. Slept, woke up, brushed teeth together, just like the good old days, then had lunch before I had to go to work.

So blissful. I wish that moment would never stop but I know it is not possible right now.

I need to regain her trust and faith in us.

I will try really hard.

I love her so much.

I shall try and sleep again now.

Oh I met Jeanette and Chris at PP today. Earlier this evening Jeanette smsed me to tell me that both of them thinks Bebe is beautiful and sexy. I agree. She looks hot in that full adidas set. Me so proud to have her beside me.

Ok la, good night liao. My running nose is killing me.