D-Day 12(Night)

It's 2am.

Just got back and showered after a super long day. Full house for both hi-tea and dinner. Hard hard work. But worth it seeing all the satisfied customers.

Which makes me wonder, why couldn't I treat Bebe as well as I treat my customers?

Patience, soft approach, earnestness. All stuff that I do like second nature at work.

Cos I'm paid to? I doubt it.

Bebe once said, because I am the most important person in her life, she expects much more from me, hence she will be more harsh with me.

I guess it's the same with me. She's the most important person that I have so I expect more.

However along the way, I made life complicated..,.

Bebe is in Jakarta now. I recall almost 2 years ago, I flew secretly to Jakarta to surprise her. I will never forget her happiness when ahe saw me.

I need to get that kind of feeling back. Let my love flow naturally and not keep cracking my brains to think of ways to make her happy.

I need to keep our love simple. Just like how it was when we first started out. I'd do the first thing that comes to my head when it comes to Bebe.

I think, or in fact I know, those were the most precious memories. When love was pure and simple.

I do hope I get the chance again. Keeping love simple. That was what I stopped doing.

I wanna love Bebe simply cos I love her. And do stuff for her without thinking.

That is how much I love this woman, whom I'm still waiting to re-enter my life.

Sleep tight my beautiful Bebe.

I have been thinking of you every single second.

Good night.