D-Day 16

215am.

Had fever today, as expected. But better now after lots of water and panadol.

My "favourite" fat boy Dxxxxxx tendered his resignation today. Good for him, better for everyone else. But Txxx spoke to him so he might change his mind. See how la. It'll be good to have some peace and quiet finally.

I was having my dinner break today when some of the accounts girls came over and asked me how I was doing.... Something fishy.... Then they asked me what I felt about Stxxxxxxx going over to become GRM. I said good for her. They all stared at me like they were expecting more but nope, that's all I had to say. Finally someone had the brains to ask me how my relationship with Bebe was and if I would ever consider giving Stxxxxxxx a chance if I was unattached. What's up with these people? They really have nothing better to do. My stand has always been very clear. I'm in love with Bebe and unless I ever fall out of love with her, nothing and nobody, not even Fiona "Biong-biong" can drag me away.

As I continued sitting there alone, I thought back to all the times I've spent with Bebe. Good and bad, we've gone through so much together. It'll really take alot more to make me stop loving her.

I know we're meant to be. We just got to learn to accomodate each other better.

I know I'm trying and I'm pretty sure Bebe loves me enough to wanna spend her life with me.

I'm waiting and changing at the same time.

I miss Bebe and I miss having her belong to me.

One day I will have her back.

Good night.