Yesterday night got back too late so couldn't blog.
Spent the whole night "socializing" with T,D,H & TS at Newton. Farewell dinner for TS who's going to Bali. All the best to him.
No gossip heard though. Just really really tired...
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Today was tiring cos I only slept for about 4 hours from 2am plus.
Wanted to meet Bebe for lunch but she already had prior appointment. I could never have imagine the level of disappointment I felt when she told me she wasn't available for lunch. I really really need her in my life so much.
Bebe told me some guy asked her out. I felt so shitty. It's such a terrible feeling knowing that officially she's not mine. But I'm thankful she didn't agree to date that guy, whoever that is. The balls he has!!!! I know it's been my fault that I lost Bebe but I know I can get her back one day.
I really really want and need Bebe so much.
It's such a terrible feeling.
Luckily the day ended well. Bebe had dinner at the hotel then we went back together. Pure bliss. I want my life to be like that all the way. I must have Bebe back. Must. Cannot take any more chances.
Good night.
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