D-Day 23

I did something stooooooooooooooopid yesterday night.

Sick don't rest at home, kaypoh go help people do tank. Just looking for some company for dinner cos I couldn't rest at home with the noise.

Anyway, when Bebe found out, I got a good one from her. And stupid me snapped. I yelled at her and made her cry. Poor thing. My fault. Sorry.

Was a hair's breadth away from losing her totally again...

I'm just relieved she agreed to try again.

I'm so stooooooooooooooooopid.

SORRY K BEBE.

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Today is the second day of my MC.

Felt a bit better after sleeping a good 10 hours. Met Bebe for lunch.

This woman, very difficult, wear too slack kenna, wear a bit nicer also kenna. Just T-shirt, jeans and shoes mah. Isn't that what almost all guys are wearing as casual wear?

I was a slacker in terms of dressing before Bebe came along. Maybe not that slack just a bit more practical. I perspire very easily so I chose to wear a lot of jerseys which are quick dry so I won't have to deal with sweat stains. That became a niggling habit which I'm still doing right now when I'm not with Bebe.

So pls understand that it is a little tough to dress up. But for Bebe I try la. Don't want people to think she going out with small boy also. Small boy with big equipment! Mwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway afetr lunch we both went home and tried to rest individually. To not much success.

So we chatted on the phone in the evening and decided to meet up for coffee/tea after dinner.

Singpost Coffeexxxx always held fond memories. It was there that I first opened up to Bebe, even before we were together. So I always feel nice to be with her there. But tonight's experience was terrible. Slow service and extremely bad food. At least the company was good. Like it always has been whenever Bebe's around.

Bebe is an extremely difficult person to deal with cos she has all sorts of demands and expectations. But I gotta deal with all these if I choose to stay with her.

I know it's tough. Maybe much tougher than any sort of training I've ever been through. But for now, I know I do love her a whole lot, much more than anything else. Therefore I will try and try and try. Therefore I will change for the better. Therefore I will show my love for her in more ways than just smsing or talking. I will do it.

For now, I will go to bed before my 2 days of full shifts start tomorrow. Gotta take better care of myself in order to take care of Bebe better. Something I need to prove to her.

Good night sweetheart.

Get well soon. To you and me.