Monday, October 22, 2007

D-Day 69(Night)

Finally finished one whole week of work.

A few more hours and I'll be seeing my Bebe for badminton liao.

So so so happy. I also don't know what to write anymore.

I love my Ah Be la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 21, 2007

D-Day 69

Getting ready to go to work now.

One more day to go and I can spend a day with Bebe.

Badminton. Must give chance, cannot smash, cannot trick shot, must place the shuttlecock wherever she wants it, no net, blah blah blah... So many constraints but I'll be happy to do it. Cos it's for my bebe. Who happens to be a sore loser, even playing monopoly. :)

I miss Bebe.

Friday, October 19, 2007

D-Day 67

I wore my first Indian shirt today. And the worst part was, the joker who bought it for me didn't manage to get a receipt so I can't claim a single cent of the $45 that I spent on it... I'm not being stingy but it's one piece of clothing that I'll most likely not wear again. $45. Can buy one and a half adidas top or running shorts k!

Anyway, tomorrow morning can see Bebe liao so better don't sleep too late.

So happy.

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

D-Day 66

My hard on won't subside! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bebe really doesn't realize the extent that her hotness affects me...

Call me naggy but I can't help but worry about Bebe's lack of control when it comes to drinking. To her credit, she's drinking less but there're still occasions when she drinks past her sober point and ends up high and unfocused. Times when I think of her safety if she's alone. She'll probably read this and think that I worry too much. Whatever the case la, I still worry. Cos I love her.

Looking on the bright side, Bebe gets frisky after some alcohol so I really gotta weigh the pros and cons.

But after much consideration, Bebe's safety is definitely more important than my satisfaction. Yes it's now in black and white. You can quote this post in future.

2 more weeks and we'll be going to Bali. Woopeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even remember what that place is like but I must get a tan this time!!!!!

For now I gotta tahan til Saturday morning to see my sexy Bebe. That's the price of love. Every minute that I spend with her is precious and I'm really learning to appreciate every bit of it with each passing day. Wish me luck, I want her back.

Time for bed. I hope I don't gel a half moon again tomorrow.

I love Bebe. More and more each day.

D-Day 65

I AM SO TIRED.

GOOD NIGHT...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

D-Day 64

The past.

Everyone has one, be it good or bad.

At the end of the day, some people choose or claim to let go. But how many of them really do?

As for me, I've made my choice.

I choose to accept the past. Both mine and Bebe's.

Accept it, learn from it, maybe have a good laugh over it and move on.

But the key is, accept it as part of what we are. Our past makes us what we are today.

Without a past, there won't be a present or future.

So there my dear, you have my answer.

Monday, October 15, 2007

D-Day 63

I'm clearing my email in the office now. It's the first time today that I've stepped in here cos it's been a blur since I started work today. Out of nowhere, my outlet became full house within an hour and I'm understaffed by 4...

Anyway, decided to write a little now cos I have to get to bed straight when I get home. Breakfast today was a mess cos they couldn't cope so boss wants me to start tomorrow and Wednesday an hour earlier to relive the pressure. So it'll be 2 straight full days for me. Only got my back to worry about...

Badminton... Bebe and I are going to play badminton next Monday... Our first badminton session together. Come to think of it, she'll be just my 2nd girlfriend who's played badminton with me. Anyway, I play like crap so who knows I might get thrashed by her. It's all in the name of fun so if she ends up liking it, we might even do it more often who knows. It's good to have something in common for once, minus the bitching about people.

Okie! Back to work, finish up some forecasts and it's time to rush to the stupid no light bus stop and wait 20 minutes for the stupid bus.

Cheers!