It's 1105pm on after a long long long day...
Full house for breakfast, lunch and dinner!
Coupled with the fact that both meals at the staff canteen were horrendous, the fact that I'm still alive is a very good thing I guess...:)
One more night and I'll get to spend time with my most precious Bebe. I wouldn't try and be a hero and say that I'm feeling strong and ok right now cos seriously my back hurts like hell. Trying very hard not to pop pills to prevent dependency but I think I'll pop some before bed later.
I know I'm working so hard for a better future so I won't complain. Lots of stuff have been happening in the company that's really affecting the morale of the bulk of the people here. But after careful consideration, I bust my ass every single day, without carrying any balls to excel in my area of work. No complaints no whining. Just pushing forward as strongly as I can. So if shit decides to happen again, I think I'm really many queue numbers away.
So no more worrying. Just do whatevr's within my means to be the best in my field. And hopefully someone will recognize my contributions or potential and offer me a clearer brighter picture ahead.
Til then, I'm still in the process of changing for the better as a person...
In the end, when everything falls into place, I hope Bebe is there. Mine. Officially mine.
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